hmm. hey did you know i am trying to exhibit 'Fucking Myself' in the student public exhibition at my school? I don't know if they'll let me. I had a moment of self doubt when I wondered if would actually reflect badly on me professionally having such a fucked up imaged as a self representation, thinking people might not want to work with me after that... I took it to the framing shop and the girl there said i was detached from reality and needed therapy lol... i grinned.
lol@the girl. People who can't admit that at times they see themselves the same way are in denial and need therapy. At least people like us see our faults and can express them in all their beauty or ugly.
I think I may have known you were attempting to exhibit it. I think it is so thought provoking and evocative that the school would be amiss if they did not allow it. it is after all art and art should not always make you feel warm and fuzzy inside. Some of the most brilliant artists have dark self portraits, some of the crazy ones too, but I am not telling you what category you are in...
and that sweet little frame shop chic....she wouldn't know a good set of ears if they were mailed to her.......Plus she wouldn't know a true treasure if it stood at the counter grinning madly.
of course im vulnerable under everything... everyone is. that's the nature of 'under everything' duh.
and yes i am waiting to be seen but so far no one is seeing me. i certainly aint seeing anyone who i want to see me, and once-every-four-years i do see someone i hope would see me they act as if i am a pedophile hunchback with skin conditions and halitosis.